Solitude.

The single greatest thing in the known universe.

Never before have I been more alone.
Never before have I been more less influenced.
Never before have I been more depressed.
Never before have I been more happy.
Never before have I felt rot.
Never before have I felt life.
Never before have I watched the seasons change with such beauty.
Never before have I watched the seasons change with such sadness.

I sit here alone, in solitude. Without any thing/person/being to influence me.
It saddens me that no one is here to share this happiness of solitude.
I find happiness that no one is here to share this depression.

I'm rotting away. With only myself to witness.
I'm experiencing life. With only myself to witness.

All I have for myself aside from myself is the seasons.
And the seasons change faster than I can catch them.