I just don't know what to really say.

there is something wrong with me. It has to be me.


I have become so emotionally numb.
From shock?...I really don't know.
I don't think my body knows what to do or to feel.
My mouth doesn't know what to say.
My ears don't know what to listen for.
My eyes have been blurred for one complete day now.
And I can feel myself slipping away.


there is now 2 inchs of steel up around me, so no emotion comes in or comes out.

/dead.