The Life and Times of Bryan Kennedy as of Late. (mostly about college)

I'm attending college at the University of Akron. My major is a Associate Degree in Fire Science and a Bachelor Degree in Emergency Management. My career plans are either working for the Federal Emergency Management Association or the Enviromental Protection Agency.
College is alright. It is not what I expected, to say the least. I think I was psyched up way to much for it and it didn't turn out as I expected. But, it is nice to be away off doing my own thing. Having solitude in my life is a blessing and a curse. The colder it gets outside the bigger the void in my heart grows.
I don't do much here, and it seems that I let my parents down. Don't get me wrong. Not with school or anything, because lets face it, you have to be retarded to fail school. More on the lines of I go back to Amherst about every other weekend. When I do, it just seems like my parents look at me differently. A look that is implying me to stay at school. The whole "missing out on your college experience" is drilled in the back of mind like a work of Dahmer after a night at his place.
Though it has only been about an actual month of me being from everything that I have ever grown accustomed to. I think in the end I just need a little more time. Classes are fun. Math is ok for the time being. English writing is fun. All the Fire classes are a blast and a half. My roomates are cool. Mike is a funny guy and he laughes when I make gay jokes and grab his ass. Ben is cool also, though we have very different views in life, religion and beyond, I'm not going to hold that against him, because I have no right to. We all have different views in the end anyways.
I listen to a lot more music here then I ever have in my life. I appriciate it a lot more also. I listen to a lot of stuff when I read, which seems to be the only thing I do now, aside from class. I don't drink, don't smoke, don't do drugs, have social anxiety, a recluse and just an overall loner. So, these are my excuses to myself to not doing anything besides reading and listening.

Idk what else to put besides the internet here sucks and it is late and i'm tired.