When you pour yourself a glass of water, only to drink half of it. Doesn't it make you happy when you come back to it thirsty, to see it waiting for you to drink it? I know I get happy when I look over and see a half full cup of water aching to remember my lips.
It has rained from about 4pm-now, which the now is 11:49pm, and if I listen closely I can hear the soft suicide of the rain drops. I only had one class today, and it was right after the rain started. I then had to walk 8 blocks in it, only to sit in class for 30 minutes as the instructor went over what is going on next week for his final. I then walked 8 blocks back in the rain. It may sound like I'm complaining, but I'm not. I'm only telling myself what I did today, so in 2 or 4 years I can read this, on a day like today, and smile.
I was going through Myspace, and my past comments/mail. It still holds a lot of good memories, a lot of bad memories, and a lot of bad memories that I thought were good at the time, as well as a lot of good memories that I thought were bad at the time. I'm glad that I set everything right with everyone that holds part of my past. I'm glad, because now I can look back at the past as what it was, instead of what it could have been. Setting things straight with everyone gave a lot of closure, that today, the window seems to close more and more. I'm honestly, and in all sincerity, happy with where I am at in my life. My headlights are burning bright ahead of me.

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