I'm keeping myself from studying for my Math final.

Today, in the afternoon, while I was taking a shower, I was thinking about music. Music used to be such a big part of my life. Just exploring genres and finding new phat beats to love. Lately (the past 2 years) I've just fell away from it all. In the shower, I was thinking about how I hate it now because I finally understand that music's usually the thing that makes people who they are. Much like their family, or the place they grew up.
Music scenes are retarded, and I feel like I'm 15 just bothering talking about this. I remember listening to punk as a youngster, and having angst while I rode my skateboard around town. Then I remember finding Cursive, falling in love with Indie, and exploring Kasher's portfolio, or hearing Sunny Day's Diary album and having that feeling in my heart. Then it was followed by harsher music for the later part of high school. This is mostly because I was at that age where I hated when bands that I liked started to get discovered and I started to see familiar faces at shows(still do actually). Then the next day at school, I would have new friends, that I really did not want in my life. I just started to get into harsh music because it was harder for those kids to accept and things would feel back to normal for when I went to shows.

I guess what I'm trying to say, is that I'm falling in love with music again. I'm mostly just going back to my roots. The music that I first fell in love with, and am still in love with.